so it's friday night at 11:30 and i'm here in my apartment alone...well, essentially alone because my roommates are here, but they are asleep. my friends are tucked in their beds with their significant others and i'm here again to lament my being alone. everyone keeps telling me to be patient, but it gets harder to do that when all i see around me are happy couples. i just feel lame. i'm 21 years old. i should be out and about, living the life of a college student.
what it all boils down to is: i'm a douchebag. i screwed up my romantic life last year and karma is REALLY biting me in the butt for this one. i wish i could just find out how long i was going to be alone. another month? another year? it's really bad. my life was simple and i decided that it was too simple. now it's boring and going literally no where.
i guess i'm going to watch TV for a while. then go to bed. this better get better soon, or i'll be pissed.
not peachy.
don't comment unless you have some serious solution to my issue. if not, don't bother. i don't want pity. i want answers and resolutions.
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