so, i originally intended for this to be a short update...but blogger made me jump through hoops to do it, so now i'm making it worth the effort.
i won my seat back in e-board elections. i'm very happy with the incoming e-board, considering that four of us are returners...whoo. i now feel overwhelmed. i have so much to do for the e-board and i have to keep reminding myself that i won this for a reason and i have to fulfill my duties. there were two people just as qualified as i with great ideas. but i won...so yeah.
rehearsals are in full swing. that does wonders for my self-esteem. not. i never feel quite good enough, although i think that has a lot to do with me being, well me and i'm getting over it.
school is school and it's being a poop lately. again, overwhelmed.
i need spring break so much right now.
i'm also confused about this guy. i haven't started a new relationship in any capacity since high school, so i don't know the rules of college dating. apparently they are different. i want words for things, and everyone tells me that you just have to go with the flow. really? REALLY!? i go through periods of being convinced that we are on track to a relationship, then the next minute i'm convinced that there is some other girl who is winning his affections. i dunno.
my life really isn't that bad, it just feels that way sometimes.
i'm peachy...sorta...kinda. yeah.
2 comments:
Congrats on E-board! :)
You totally deserved your position again. I have no doubt in my mind that you will make us all proud next year as you have this year!
As for you-know-who (No, not Lord Voldemort) I don't know the specifics, but I would say if you're unsure then let him come to you. It seems to be the answer to things sometimes. If calls you and still spends more time with you then you know he's interested. At least it's a step in the right direction.
Love,
Your pal,
-Val
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