9.16.2006

the peach is a lonely hunter.

So, i watched the film classic "Casablanca" today. This is not the first time, so no one freak out on me. However, this was the first time I ever really enjoyed it and really understood why it's such a classic. it's funny, it was topical at the time, and it's soooo romantic. ridiculously so. i don't identify with the female lead very well. well, i sort of do, but i don't want to admit it. i don't feel that i've ever been in her situation, in love with two men. i did understand humphrey bogarts character well, because i feel as though i've done that to someone and i hate myself for it. no wonder the boys i know don't want to have anything thing to do with me romantically (although in 99% of the cases, thats fine...i don't like them that way either). i'm not trust worthy. after what i did last semester, who would want to give their heart to me. anthony suggested that when i'm ready to find someone, which i'm not really, i have to find someone NEW. someout outside the masque and my current group of friends. i plan on heeding this advice. i'm a real mess. i also watched "runaway bride" today and i do NOT want to be hurricane megan, who sweeps through all the guys she knows and hurts them. it looks as though i started that trend though. i suck.

to answer the question posed by billy crystal in 'when harry met sally...', i would have tried to stay with rick in casablanca. victor lazlo is boring and humphrey bogart is well...bogie. if i don't go out tonight, i'll probably end up watching annie hall and when harry met sally..., although it's probably a bad idea. sigh.

i'm peachy.

ps: remember...it's "play it for me sam...play as time goes by". not "play it again sam".

3 comments:

Jess said...

We both needs to find guys that are in no way, shape, or form associated with our circle of friends and/or previous or current theatre endeavours. That leaves a huge chunk of the population! Let's get crackin'!

Kate said...

sounds like we definitely need to have our dinner sometime this week. besides that we don't know rehearsal schedule yet, what day works for you? in the meantime, just keep on keeping on. loooooove you!

Paul Tsikitas said...

Taking Rick is the worst Idea ever.

If Casablanca ended that way, garunteed it wouldn't be as memorable.

But I hear ya. I'm trying to find NEW and move out of any social circles I am in. I think I may have a new direction, but keep yer chin up. In college, anything can happen. You got one year to do it up. So EMBRACE!