no, not a drug habit, although my title does sound a little like i have a heroin problem. however, this feeling that i feel is sadness. i think i miss john again. i really thought i was past that point. we haven't talked in a while, mainly because the two of us are soo busy with shows and such. but his sister put up pictures from their brother's wedding and he looked so happy and handsome. my past always comes back to bite me in the ass. i think that's why i'm a history - type major, and historian of the masque. i just can't live in the present and move on.
argh. i really thought i was over this. i want to be. i want to move on for his sake and for mine. we need to move on. i should just keep saying it.
i don't even know what to say about the whole thing. i really hope i see MJ soon...she always knows what to do in these situations. she's magic...her and her husband. my magic friends.
i'm peachy...not really, but it's the sign off.
1 comment:
you're too pretty and nice to be sad.
cheer up!!
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